just feeling.. - (Mar/12/2007 )

hi..

i don't know how long the bad days i'm living now are going to last, i thought that i need to express my feeling , maybe i can change my look to my life..
nothing to do (accept the times i spend on websites and tv), nowhere to go, no one to share my feelings with...really mean what i said ...
sometimes, i feel that my life has no meaning..i wish i can study again to refill my time..i hope i still a student and not a graduate,...days and months are passing freely, and i 'm just waiting for dreams...

Life is precious Strawberry! Start living it.

U have less time to do whatever U should be doing. Sometimes I get palpitations when I think about the things I have still left to do and the number of years I have to live. No time to waste!

There are so much to do.

Party every moment. Eat as much as U want. . go to frens place and party .. call them home. . hang out and eat out. Make a mental list of everything U are gobbling. What then? Then U get fat . . . wow!!! that's the real life. . . now U have something more to do. Work out to lose some of your weight. . . jogging in the morning, tread mills, making diet charts, etc etc and also take some sports.. . make it a passion . . think of it every moment. Every next evening U will be there playing and the rest watching in TV. Start dreaming of the game.

Yeah, then U start getting so busy so busy that U wont have much time.

Hmm, then what?

Remember U come home tired now and U dont feel like doing anything much. U drop ur shoes and just throw socks in random direction. Papers from work are all over the room . . empty bottles and chocolate wrappers all over the place . . so divine. Now U have something to do in the weekends. Rule is. . make ur room a real mess for 5 days and the weekends. . . clean them.

To be honest with you, you are pretty much enjoying your comfort zone. I am not judging you or whatsoever. But come and think of it, it is partly of your life now. Doing the daily routine. Aren't you in the comfort zone?

Well... I have to give you credit that you actually did realised there is something wrong there. You want something extra. Something special to spice up your life. My advice, try to live out from your comfort zone, you might be surprised what installed for you outside there. Go for classes, try out something new that you wouldnt dare to do... like bungee jumping? Change your lifestyle, instead of turning left everytime you go to your lab, why not turn right? Just a quick start for a change.

It might be not that good experience but it will be definately a bizzare experience. Cheers. hope this helps.

when i was a student, there was no time to rest, there was always something to do..but now and after graduation, you feel like that you enter a "less-busy" new world...maybe some of you experience this

when i was a student, there was no time to rest, there was always something to do..but now and after graduation, you feel like that you enter a "less-busy" new world...maybe some of you experience this